I just want to mean something to someone.
And having felt LOVE once before scares me, because I don’t know if I’ll ever feel that way again.
Maybe I’m better off alone than kidding myself that the feeling can come back.
I don’t think it will.
Someday I will have a reason to dress up again.
To strap on the heels,
To pick out my best outfits,
To put on my makeup with special care,
And to not be able to wipe off the smile after the night ends.